A Wish For More

’sup? Don’t you think you push it too hard? A bit too far? What?
Ah well, oh well, what the fuck, who gives a fuck. Not me.
Say what! What. Patatatata. Bang. Thinking is such a pain in the ass.
Elaboration: I DON’T CARE ANYMORE. That doesn’t mean much.
FUCK all these hard-working students who think that everyone else is wasting his time while they will eventually be the rich geeks of tomorrow.
FUCK the everyday-party youth of today because life is too short and it’s all about having fun here and now and everyone else will regret that they didn’t.
FUCK all the lost souls that are trying to find their place amongst the wrong people because really they are too fucking scared to be found by the right one.
FUCK all these old people that think they have oh-so-much experience in life and they know everything do I look like I give a fuck about your piece of advice.
FUCK all these naive youngsters that never learned what it means to have a bad time and who think life will always be a walk in cotton candy world.
FUCK everyone that says anything because words don’t mean shit and the day will never come where they will act like these oh-so-deep words of theirs.
FUCK every CEO in every office in every company every politician of every government of every country every single damn person in this motherfucking world.
Fuck everything.
But most of all FUCK ME.
Fuck me for knowing better but not acting better.
Fuck me for seeing through but disregarding it.
Fuck me for feeling the truth but living the lie.
Fuck me for still trying long after losing all hope.
Fuck me for putting all my efforts into pointless crap.
This me is fucking done.
You miss it? Tough luck, it’s gone for good.
You wanna play the game? I’m gonna play the game.
Let’s see what I’ve got.

-Max

~ by awishformore on 22/05/2008.